There’s many things,
I didn’t say the night I broke our hearts.
I didn’t say I’m still the same,
Or will you please just stay.
I never uttered a sound,
While our world spun continually,
A never ending merry go round.
I stood planted with my feet on the ground,
Staring blankly at the sky,
And all that I could ask myself,
Why do I always hurt the people I care about most?
And why do you act as if I’m a stranger at your door?
I can’t give you the north star.
But I got as close as I could.
I can’t give you a flawless being to love,
If you even love me anymore.
I know I threw rocks at the frame that held your image of me.
I broke it. I know.
I also broke my own.
And maybe you will move on and never look at me the same way with those blue eyes I love so much..
But the one thing I regret the most not saying the first night of a new year,
You have the biggest part of my small heart. Do with it what you please; You have me bound by infinity and I never want to leave. Do with it what you please, even if it kills me.